Saturday, January 5, 2013

I'm pregnant!


Yay, I'm pregnant!  I'm a little more tentative this time around after our miscarriage last August.  I wanted to get started on this, though, for the same reason I started one with my last pregnancy.  I would like to create a photo book from the blog to have as a keepsake after the baby is born.  Here's hoping and praying that this time around the baby is healthy and things keep progressing until a wonderful, healthy baby is born!

From what the Internet says (haha), my due date will be September 13, 2013.  I have not made a doctor's appointment yet.  I am going to wait a week and take another pregnancy test, and then make the appointment.

Needless to say I am very scared for another miscarriage.  I just can't help it.  There is no way of knowing what is going on until that first doctor's appointment.  With my last pregnancy, that's when everything came tumbling down, and 2 weeks later, I miscarried.  And then went to the ER.  And had a break-down.  ETC.  I am just trying to stay as stress-free as possible and do everything that I can possibly do.  However, I know that I can't control everything, and I need to let go of the worry that I cannot control.

Anyways, enough of that.

I am excited, and so is Than.  :-)  I haven't told anyone else yet.  I took the test on January 2nd, and had to wait the whole day until Than came home to tell him.  Needless to say, I didn't get much work done that day.  I was back on BabyCenter!  haha

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